Question of the Day!

I dunno if it's a fear but sometimes in large crowds I start to panic. If it's a crowded weekend at the grocery store or an amusement park, I almost always end up shutting down. Sometimes it gets to the point where I just want to curl up and disappear. I don't know exactly why, I'm not afraid I'll get sick, I'm afraid of feeling overwhelmed, getting into trouble because I make someone mad or that I'll get mad.(or maybe it's straight up Agoraphobia?)

The only way I can go out sometimes is if someone I'm familiar with is with me or if I imagine that some supernatural force/ancestor is watching over me.

Sometimes irrational fears take irrational solutions.