Clouded Illusion

A poem I wrote out of confusion.

Clouded illusion


In my mind the sky is purple
The rain is thick and crimson red
I’m the only one that stands outside
For I’m the demon in my mind
I don’t touch and I don’t love
For fear I’ll kill myself
So I’ll keep standing
Until eventually I snap
Colliding with reality
A sinister spin that leaves me dancing
Over all the bloody bodies that surround me
I was never like this before
You made me this way
I’m like a bomb
Just ready to go off
I have no one to blame but you.