Today

Today was very interesting.
My first and last football game of the year.
I finally let go of the guy I've been crushing on the whole year.
I realized who I really do like.
And who I really hate.
I realized that even your best friend can be your biggest enemy.
And that I shouldn't judge people by what people say about them.
I wished I did so many things different.
And that I wasn't such a coward.
I realized that I'm the only person that truely understands me.
And that just because the guy you liked doesn't like you it doesn't mean it's the end of the world.
I found out that life is complicated.
And that I should always be thankful for the things that I already have.
And stop worrying about the things I want.