Nothing behind

Nothing behind….,
So, stop chasing me.
I know, it's not the way I used
To be, my destiny.
I can't yell or cry even escape,
The way my fears play with me.
Lost sense of peace even in daylight.
Long hope of dreams in childhood's night.
I don't know why everything turns to fade away.

Over the ashes of memories still stand,
staring at the black page before.
My old thought of life vanity.
In the shadow of human sleep,
Only dreams are revealed.
Crying over, my years wonder,
How hard it struggle to hide.
Life is sweet war between free fantasies
And harsh truth of multiple lies.

Hold not my dreams that fly
I believe they're faster than captured mind,
Reaching my core where only my memories survived.
And I believe it's more than my word could say,
Release my depressed sorrow in deep,
Where myself is out to find,
And my tired mind would stay.
And I still believe that gas dreams are my real breaths.