The fact I learnt from You

There is an order of the stars
If you look up and wish to see
Not even one shines there for me
They all just sparkle at the gravestone
None means nothing to no one


The time suspends all the virtues
So all the nights I spend awake
Sleep is unknow faithfull fake
The truth of which makes ego fly
The truth that is the only lie


((I see a problem in diving into 'live'
The rope at my throat or the finger in
The fight for the lightness within
This makes me jealous and glad
for the drunken and dying God))



They say faith soothens fear
But my believes all died out
I had to learn to live without
The pain was only slightly sharpened
As fear between us was all we had. . . .




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i cannot see the way
no rules are left to obey
no hope mirrors in the outlay
no dreams for reality's mislay
no blood for circulation's delay
no injury to survey
no purpose to stay
no feelings to stray
the tears are raining today
we've never lived through a cliche. . . .






(( note: sorry if there are any grammar mistakes. i think the third part is unnecessary, would you agree?))