Causes

You look me, dead in the eye and lie.
How am I to belivie you any longer.
The scent you had left for me.
Unpleasent and unwantted.
Leading me on every second.
All the heartbroken pain.
I never understood it.
Now I know, I am the cause.
I keep falling into your lie.
Into the game you shall never lose.
My peices have all been destroyed.
You say "That I have changed."
Yes I have changed but only for you.
Other than that I beg to differ.
I say you've changed,
but you look at me and laugh.
I may never know how to relivie,
the stress you caused on me.
But as I am today,
I can count my last wishes.
I shall never open my eyes,
to see we are done forever.
But if I do please be there,
long enough to catch me.
So I don't bump my head,
and clash back to the past.
I am mizerbole.
With you and also without.
will you ever be able, to look me
dead, in the eye and not lie.
I foresee that the answer is a no.
But as I said before I will wait for you.



Signed *ashley falls* aka amanda tatum