death of my mom

The tree's stand still in the cold winter chill.
Not a peep or sound on the snowy winter hills.
Just the eriness of sirens, echoing in the air.
Can anybody hear them , does anybody care.
the echoing stops.
from the ambulance and cops.
I wonder where they went, "where'd they go"
I tried to follow the noise, i just dont know.
I wake up, i feel weird and clammy, it was a dream.
Although it was as real as could be.
I get outta bed, feeling groggy in the head.
later that day, a phone call came , and this was said.
are you sitting down', Yah why" Our mother died'
they found her in bed. "shes dead."
My world stood still November 18th 2010.
And every year i gotta relive that day over again.
no goodbyes were made no i love you.
they say memories are what you got to hold on to.
maybe so but, i feel low
I miss my mom i want her back.
But life doesnt work out like that.
yes, she had her flaws who doesnt.
most people are phony, she wasnt
she said what was on her mind
whether it was cruel or kind.
ill take her for what she was, and love her always because
She was a mom, daughter, sister, and friend
Ill think about her everyday until my life ends
its hard to believe at 23 i have no mom,
but i know life must go on.
without my mother, i wouldnt have my son to live for.
For that i love her more and more.
Shes in my heart and prayers everyday.
I love you mom, your in heaven and you'll be okay