Rewind

Can't find a way to move on

The 42nd time I played  that song
Enduring the pain  in every line..
From my eyes raindrops sheds like falls,
Why this sadness  never subsides..

All alone drowned in  memories..
Though it hurts whenever recalled
A past I never wanted to erase..
It is all I have to make me whole..

I've been here for countless times
In the place where we first met
Relives the way we were in my mind.
Without you, I'm incomplete

I'd lie in my bed every night
And  awake, thinking of you
In a paper , your name, I'd write
And pretend that I'm with you

I wish I could hear you say my name..
Or just an echo of your voice..
I know it will never be the same..
If only I had a choice…

Everything we had will never come back..
I'm tired of chasing hope, that I will never find..
I'll just play this song again, for the 43rd time
Tonight I'll dream of you..contented, in this rewind..