3.
Unwilling Lesson
You
take a sip of your drink; the cool liquid soothing and refreshing.
You
look up as the music starts.
It's
different this time. Slower. Calmer. Not the usual energetic
sounds that lead to such exuberant dances.
Movement
catches your eye.
You
turn to see your Ego lean back in his chair and smile at you.
As
couples start to dance a slow, intricate dance, Irritation flares and
you frown at him.
"Another
lesson? Can't I just come here and relax? Just once, I don't want to
think about this stuff. Just once I want to enjoy myself."
As
you talk, you watch the smile slowly fade from Ego's face. To be
replaced with Hurt and Disappointment.
Feeling
Guilty, you turn your gaze from him and stare at the dancers on the
floor.
You
sigh deeply, suddenly tired.
Softly,
Ego says, "Every moment. Every experience. Every thought.
Every conversation. Is a learning experience. Is a lesson. I am
sorry if your conversations with me are a burden to you."
You
watch the dancers for a long moment.
You
frown as you realize this dance is different. The dancers swirl
around each other and bow to each other, but they never touch. The
movement of the dance, causes partners to constantly change.
Irritation
with Anger, they step around each other. Irritation twirls away and
bows to Patience who curtsies in response.
They
raise their hands and turn in a slow circle around each other before
Irritation spins and exchanges a bow with Fear.
They
both place their left hands behind their backs and their right hands
across their stomachs and turn a stately circle around each other.
Your
attention is drawn to another couple, Anger and Love. Turning a slow
circle around each other, they bow before they twirl away to bow to
different partners, now Anger is partnered with Despair and Love is
with Amusement. You watch as the bow and curtsey and twirl away to
different partners.
Intrigued
now, you watch closely. Love with Confusion, Amusement with
Hostility, Despair with Hope, Anger with Disappointment. Everyone
dancing around each other, not touching, but comfortable and in sync
with each other.
Ego
smiles politely, but sadly to you, a mere courtesy.
"I've
watched the Emotions dance together on several occassions. But never
like this..."
You
trail off, there is something important in the way they are dancing,
but you can't quite grasp it.
Neutrally,
Ego replies, "Yes, this dance is quite different from the usual
one on one dances that they do."
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