Questions

Does your heart still pound when you see me
Do your hands start shaking when I am in your presence?
Are senses hyper when I am there
I wonder if you have moved on
I wonder if you were the one
I wonder if you are listening to me
I wonder what you are listening to
What plays when you run?
What do you hear when you see the autumn leaves?
What do you think when you see the tall trees?
Where do you go for comfort?
Do you really think so low of me?
Does your stomach jump when you realize my presence in yours?
Like mine does when I realize you are in mine?
Would we have been it?
Were we just perfect?
When you listen to those songs, and the music we shared- what do you think of?
When you see the beautiful blue crisp sky and breathe the fresh clean air?
When you see the most perfect sunset ?
Or walk in the rain?
Do you think of me?
When you think of love,
Do you think of me?
Is there room for forgiveness in your heart?
Why does this happen to me every single time you are around?
Why do I feel like my soul just walked through me, right past me…
Did you feel that too?
What is this incredibly strong sensual feeling between us-
Or is it just me?
Am I alone?
I know at one point- I was not.
I had you.
You had me.
Our souls had a true connection like no other
Maybe they still really do
Maybe it’s just it like you once mentioned before
That we are only here to be a specific something in eachother’s lives
I don’t know that I can see you as my partner in life
But I feel like I don’t want to live without you around
Yet- when I look back on all the negative times- it tries to remind me why we don’t speak these days
It does such a horrible job
Because when I think of you
I feel and think only about the good times.
I miss those feelings
The experiences we shared
I wonder if those kind of feelings would ever happen to me again with you
Or with anyone at all
Could anyone have that affect on me?
Will anyone else have that affect on you?
Would you even allow them to?
Do we have regrets?
Yours having let me in so deep
Mine having not gone in completely?
Releasing the preconceptions of what should be and just letting it be.
That was what you helped me see
and now I wonder where you are...