Contemplating

I wrote this after trying to figure out what was going to happen in my relationship...

Sitting here waiting, wondering
Will she return, to stay with me
Will she return, to stay with the family
When she comes back
Will she be the same, or will she have changed
Will she still love him as much as she does now
Will she still be unable to, that we can be happy
Whe she returns
Will I take her back as though she had never left
Will my love for her be as strong as it is now
Or will it have faded as all else does
Then answers, we will never know, if she does not go...