View from the Mousehole

All over the place again

I can bring you up to date in a nutshell

I went into a lock down unit in the hospital for six days....

They put me on all the wrong combination of medicines in all the wrong doses.... When I got home I couldn't walk, I couldn't speak, and I couldn't keep anything down......

David looked up my meds and talked to the pharmacy....Sally came that Monday and helped us talk to CMH.....


I am just now getting back to myself.....

The problem? I'm almost back to where I was before I put myself in the hospital... I don't want to die...... but living is not the greatest prospect .....

I'm in limbo..... I 'm hoping I can get back to some things next week or something......

My life is on hold waiting for things to change.....

I just don't know what to say.... I don't want to do anything , don't want to write. I don't want to crochet. I don't want to go back to wire wrapping .... I want to work on diamond painting but the craft room is a disaster......
I'm going to look at the craft room tomorrow and see what I might be able to do.....

I'm just making myself mad and giving myself a headache..... I quit.