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2024. Going anywhere inside my little world. |
| Come on the adventures of a little mouse as she writes about her opinions and her life. |
| Went out with Sally today (peer support).... She tells me she can't afford to go to the book store today so save my money for next week....So we go to a restaurant because I say that I can afford coffee and still afford books..... the waitress comes and Sally orders oatmeal with her coffee..... so I said screw it and ordered raisin toast. That was $15 down the tubes. Combine that with me misplacing $15 and I am down to $5 for the rest of the month...... This is how my money keeps dwindling when I have it Other than that it was a decent day. I did a section of the diamond painting I've been working on. Took a nap with the dog and watched some TV with Terry (sister). All in all not bad. Would have been better if I got some writing done. Empty yet somewhat satisfying day. |
| I have been seriously distracted away from WdC. The biggest thing grabbing my attention lately has been a tablet game called Hempire.... Yes it is about growing weed....... Terry(sister) doesn't like it because she says it teaches kids it is ok to do it. I'm so tired all the time too. but I am not sleeping.Right now it is after 11:30 pm and I'm just starting to think about laying down. A couple of days ago I started an offline diary; one of those ones you record the time and the things you do throughout the day. I started it because both Terry and my short term memory has been for crap lately. Sometimes we can't remember when we last ate or if we took our medications. As I put in the answer for a newsfeed question, our craft room is finally back to using condition. I finished a diamond painting today that I started like three months ago before everything went haywire. Thank you David (nephew) for asking about it today. That opened the door to get his help with it. Other than that I've been trying to sit in the living room more so I've been watching TV (cross-eyed and drooling staring at the idiot box). We started watching "Gotham" but changed over to "Stargirl" for a couple of days then back to "Gotham"..... This just gave me an idea for a survey: DC or Marvel? (I'm a Marvel girl myself....) Things just aren't all that exciting in my world (when you start discussing bathroom habits you know you're in trouble.). Have I mentioned my hair in here yet? my normal length when I was growing up was about an inch. I had very frizzy wiry curly hair. Back then it didn't grow down it grew out. I went too long without a haircut and I looked like one of those cartoon cats that floats out of the dryer.....anyways my hair is now below my shoulders.....I have always wanted long hair. I thought it was going t o grow back worse after I fried it with a relaxing treatment.......Believe me I am vry happy with it. Okay starting to nod and its almost miidnight so I'm going to bed. Blessed Dreams to all. |
| signed up for the Weird & Wonky World Writing Challenge but I don't understand the contest now. I know I am supposed to write based one of the prompts given each week...... I asked and now I know where to post my entries if I ever get one written...... The part I don't get is on the progress page they have my Nezoom story.... Am I supposed to write something that fits Nezoom? I tried to write something without using Nezoom and failed miserably. I only got 150 wds and the minimum for the challenge is 1000.........and I had more questions than answers on the subject.......What exactly constitutes an authority figure and why would someone want to impersonate one? I'm going to try to write for one of the prompts tomorrow...... Nothing else going on. Sally (case worker) is on vacation this week. I've just been watching TV with Terry and sleeping mostly. We've gotten interested in "Gotham"..... Right now my legs are starting to act up and I think I'm getting a bed sore again. Its going on midnight and I'm barely tired. OH well. Have nothing to be awake for tomorrow anyhow. |
| I slept most of the day while watching John Wayne movies (Rio Lobo and The Alamo) . Terry (sister) woke David up (nephew/caregiver) to fix us something for Dinner and he was crabby about it. David just got a bed frame and dresser yesterday so he was in good spirits. He also has been working on the yard (which has got me a little miffed because the inside of the house needs attention.) He seems in better spirits now. Terry wants me to write down what is making me feel depressed and irritated so we can discuss it. How do I tell her without just saying it that she doesn't understand. Most of the time I can't put my finger on what is upsetting me. I just feel bad and I don't want to feel anything anymore. That's why I sleep so much. I have to distract myself every waking moment or my mind tends to travel to dark places like self harm and suicide.....I don't know. I'll figure something out. One of the main things that upsets me is not having enough money. I guess that is a universal thing that everyone deals with but I keep wishing for an influx like tax returns or stimulus. Then I would just abuse it anyhow and it wouldn't last. I'm terrible at finances. Okay to the "I wants"..... I want my room cleaned and straightened so it doesn't look like everything was just tossed hither, thither, and yond (which is what I do anyways) ...... I want someone to help me with things like my room.....I want my dresser moved so I can get to the electrical outlet.... I WISH I had more room in my room (like that is going to happen) ...... I wish I knew what to do with the stuff I no longer want in my room.....I WISH I felt like I didn't have to keep me and my stuff in my room..(I just bought myself a fridge for my room and just my insulin and Trulicity takes up 75% of it. So much for having stuff in my room I can munch on at night). Okay now that I am getting myself irritated I'm going to go find something to relax me...... |
| yesterday I seen Jacob (therapist) and we did paperwork about case management. I mentioned that I don't believe I am bi-polar because I've never been manic. They have me listed as hypomanic which is a mild state. I still don't believe it. Our appointment took until 12:15 and I hardly had time to eat my lunch before crochet group. It didn't help that I kept leaving my cane in places and had to back track to go get it. No, I didn't get any writing done yesterday. i don't know why I carried my writing stuff with me. All it turned into was something more to carry around. Crochet group was boring. I tried to get them to teach me how to do a magic ring but no one in the class is left handed. I'm going to see if I can teach myself a small amigruri thing to show them I can do it without them and then quit the group. Needless to say I am still working on the afghan I started by myself to have something to do in class. Today was okay. I watched Chisum in the living room with Terry and crocheted. Did a lot of crocheting today. Also printed off some word searches with topics like 'facial expressions" , "emotions and feelings", "character traits" and "personality traits". I thought that they might inspire me or at least give me some vague ideas for my novels. I'm trying but I want to retreat back into my shell rather than participate in anything. Just let me lay in my bed and think about things I should be doing or at least writing down...... I feel so pathetic...... |
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Love it! I hope "Kristy Parkers" is revived and publishes very soon!
It's probably cheaper to just buy regular stamps and use a piece of paper and envelope to send the stuff instead of buying a postcard. 
