A nothing from nowhere cast his words to a world wide wind, hindered by periphery. |
This burden of what I am, its complex scenarios, complicated by assumption, how I should behave with your disdain or indifference for sharing drama, the day to day when reaching out for understanding, only to be shunned further, again. Want to feel whole, normal, but might not ever get there with something lacking in my DNA. I'll always be missing that certain something you take for granted that I try to patch with any love or assurance just to sustain. You are not strong enough for two -- unbound, not my glue. And those who struggle (like me) don't realize, we topple all of you -- those (around) who don't get out of the way. Not strong enough to bolster us or lift us back up. So, we (I) burden our (my) responsibility by not declaring in anthems all this pain -- be strong for ourselves, insulate from the rest, until we're no longer holding back sagging walls before collapse. Perfectly normal feelings, is what they (you) say. WE can 'relate'. Yet, it takes ALL of you for just one (like me) to get through this life, or make a day a little brighter -- sacrifice, instead of hoarding all the love. 6.30.21 31 lines piggyback off previous post |