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A modest journal. |
| My life's ups and downs... |
| Friday, March 4, 2011, 7:31pm I had another dream about my Grandma Ree. I was thinking about her again on the way to work this morning... brought a tear to my eye. I am sure she was not a perfect grandma, but she was close enough for me. I've been on the verge of tears all week... over-affected and over-sensitive. I've started an online study, which may help me to resolve some lifelong issues. I'll let you know how it goes... maybe.   |
| Friday, March 4, 2011, 7:03am The last day of the work week... jean day, carefree. With the wind in our hair and wide smiles on our faces, the top is down and we're in our bathing suits, headed to the beach. |
| Wednesday, March 2, 2011, 7:04am Still feeling vulnerable. Thought about staying home today, taking a walk, doing something to distract myself... In fact, I may just go ahead and do that. Haven't had a day off since I started --- that's seven months. So, think I will definitely take the day. |
| Tuesday, March 1, 2011, 6:56am I felt like my boss was busy rubbing an error in my face yesterday... I am still learning the Alabama rules. He didn't demand a jury trial when he filed his Answer; so apparently, once the Answer is filed you only have a 20 day timeline to file a demand for jury trial. He sent me an e-mail asking me to docket 20 days for him to determine jury v judge --- which I didn't fully comprehend at the time... didn't even know there was a timeline for demanding a jury trial. Now, I know... and it's firmly implanted in my mind. That's a good thing that came out of the whole ordeal. Today was miserable as well. I'm sure it's probably me. Seems like a cyclical thing. Everything goes along great for a while and then bang, bam, kaboom! God help me. |
| Monday, February 28, 2011, 6:44pm I had the worst day at work... God help me. |
| Monday, February 28, 2011, 6:49am Wondering why my 401k --- withdrawn in 2010 --- is considered "income" when it was income throughout the years as it was building. How can it be "income" twice? I understand it is considered "pre-tax" money when you are putting it in there... I think I get it now. Since they apparently don't consider it income when you're putting it in, they consider it income when you take it out. Screwed again. Anyway, this morning I am thinking about things I say or post on facebook that apparently should not be said or posted... I have a knack for saying the wrong thing. Not sure if I am actually being "offensive" or "blunt" --- saying things people think about but don't like said or don't like to hear. I am not intentionally doing or saying the wrong thing. This morning I am wondering if anyone on earth really likes me at all. I am sure I am not the only one who feels like that. At least I know God loves me and likes me. My life is so solitary. I praise the Lord for that since He wants me to praise Him for the good as well as the bad. Praise Him for the chains, and they'll be loosed in Jesus Name. I am being introspective this morning. Have a wonderful week. God speed! |
| Sunday, February 27, 2011, 7:28am Woke-up at 6:25am this morning. It seemed later. I hate when you open the windows and doors and all you hear is someone else's air conditioning running. I close the door to shut out that noise. Then open it as soon as it stops. One day they will have noiseless outside units... and I am looking forward to that day. I am a little down this morning for some reason... bored and lonely, I guess. As soon as I finish this blog, I am putting on some clothes and going over to walk along the bay and get some breakfast. That should make me feel better. Have a rejuvenating Sunday! ...before another work-week begins |
| Saturday, February 26, 2011, 11:09am Weird, just typed "Saturnday" instead of "Saturday." Wonder if that's where the name of the day came from? Never thought of it before. Just got back from seeing the "Tax Man" aka "Mr. CPA" aka Ed Johnson. Anyway, sadly enough, I will have to pay the Federal Government this year..., which amazes me since I am barely making ends meet, such is life. The milk is spilled and I will not cry over it. Looking forward to seeing and talking to my Grandma Ruby via Skype in about an hour. Yah! For some reason, I am praising the Lord even in my typing today. He is ever so good to me! I love you, my precious heavenly Father. Bye for now! Have an exceptionally fantabulous weekend! Th, th, th... that's all folks. |
| Wednesday, February 23, 2011, 5:44pm I'm a Christian. As a Christian, have you ever had such a Holy Spirit, presence of God dream that you were semi-conscious and semi-asleep? I had such a dream last night or in the wee hours of the morning. Was going to write about it this morning, but my computer was doing scans and updates. So, here I am. I had a dream that I was in some sort of a meeting and someone handed me a ram's horn for a mouthpiece and I began to speak before a multitude of people --- but it wasn't me speaking --- I was God's mouthpiece. I opened my mouth and he filled it with prophecy. So, I began to prophesy and as I did His Spirit, His presence got stronger and stronger, like he was enjoying it and egging me on. It was the most awesome thing. I just love when He is there in my dreams. While on this vein, let me add that after work last night I stopped at Publix, was praying before and while I got out of the car... His presence was so tangible, it was like I was moving inside a cloud in slow motion... So cool! God is the Highest High you can get. Afterall, He is the Most High God! He delights me!  |
| Tuesday, February 22, 2011, 9:23pm Here I am sitting on the couch with Goober beside me. I've been using one computer, a laptop, with two monitors at work. Who cares, right? I liked it a lot at first because I can actually have two screens open at the same time with something different on each screen. It's especially helpful when transferring documents but may be hard on the eyes because I've had an inordinant amount of eye strain of late... probably need an examination anyway. That's why I brought it up; my eyes are tired. I'm deep in thought --- have a few things on my mind and really am not in the frame of mind to write at the moment. Sianara! P.S. Too many people read my blog; so, I can't say whatever is on my mind. |
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