Greetings Black Willow
Initial Impressions
First impression was that i could hear the voice of the character talking, hear the inflections in her voice, see her gesture. In other words, that character quickly became real: living, breathing, expressive and substantial.
What I liked best...lines or word combinations
I liked the conversational tone of one 'supposedly' talking to someone and saying all those sorts of things one wishes one could, or had, said.
Improvement Oriented Comments
All of that being said, i offer the following editorial suggustions.
"I remember lying in your arms later that day, as the moonlight was the only thing that illuminated the dark room."<----This sentence is awkward for several reasons. Later in the day, then moonlight. Perhaps something along the lines of, '...that evening as moonlight....'
also the part in that same sentence about the moonlight illuminating...it is a bit wordy there with empty words that add nothing to the visual you are trying for. A simple, 'as (descriptive) moonlight illuminated the (something other than dark since if the moon is lighting it, it isn't dark) room.
"...still a little faster than usual..." This is someone the character just met. They wouldn't really know the 'faster than usual.' Perhaps something that shows it is still beating fast.
"...letting me know the rules, I can’t say I blame you. "<----can't say THAT....
The 10th and 11th paragraphs need some revision. While i 'get' what is being said, there are several tense and rtransitional mix-ups. It just needs playing with a bit. This is an important part of this piece, and as such, needs to be succinct and clearly stated, so it doesn't get lost. *smile*
"Well, I had never felt exposed with you, until that very moment, not even when we’d first had sex."<----...I never felt exposed with you. Not until that very moment. Not even when we first had sex..." would be a much stronger way of phrasing this.
The three senteces, or are they paragraphs following either need better spacing or to be one paragraph.
"But I never took that step, even though I so easily could. " <-----so easily could HAVE
"I was so like those stones..."<----I'm not sure the 'so' is needed here....takes away from the impact of what she is saying. The use of the word 'so' here translates into a different voice from that which the character had been using. And, as this is the point towards which this whole piece was written about, it is far better to keep the focus on the character's realization and understanding.
Final Thoughts
A lot of revisionary work ahead, but the result will be a piece much more powerfully written, stronger in language and a smoother, less jumpy read.
The way the character does reach her epiphany, talking herself through cause, effect, reaction and understanding is well done and a difficult thing to do well.!!!! |
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