I like what you're saying in this poem. There is a rather honest quality to this piece as well.
For I am lost in the promise of what might be,
what never was.
Take them all…
I have no further use for heartbeats.
To me, I think these 4 lines are by far the strongest in the poem. Solid beginnings and endings are something that I always look for in poetry, and the ending is definitely on the money. :)
The beginning may be stronger with a little work though...
"If all you wanted was my heartbeat, / you only had to ask." I love what you're saying here, but the way you said it was a little on the boring side for me. Though the flow is good, the only interesting word used is "heartbeat". If I hadn't intended to review this poem, this intro probably wouldn't have hooked me-- in all likelihood, I wouldn't have read the rest of the poem. I have no real suggestions for making this more interesting, but I thought I would mention it.
"Each beat, each pulse of it / is there only for you." You don't really need the words "of it" tacked onto the end of the first line. It doesn't add to the meaning... the reader knows what you're talking about. ;) I think I'd remove the "is" from the next line too, but that is just a personal preference of mine-- I prefer only words that are absolutely needed in free verse.
"There is no need for deception, / though easy a mark am I." You used the word "there" in the line above this, which made the first line here rather repetitive sounding. I think you could remove "There is" completely, but I think that I'd change it somehow if you want the sentence to remain a complete sentence. Additionally, I am curious as to your reasons for the twisted second line. You're not rhyming, so what reason is there to twist a line that badly? It's a wee bit awkward. "easy a mark" in particular.
I believe all you tell me, each lie,
I do not question them.
I cannot – I will not!
The I, I, I, is visually unappealing-- some variation here also would prevent a little of the choppiness of these lines. No offense intended here, but they remind me of my son's speech. He's quite young, and his sentences are all very short and use simple wording. Changing an "all" to "what" and making some contractions and it would sound exactly the way he'd say it. Sentence variation could help. If it were my piece, this is what I would do to it:
"I believe all you tell me,
each lie, unquestioning.
I cannot - will not!"
Removing two out of the 4 I's in these three lines completely removes that choppiness. I also removed "not, them, and do", which are all rather boring words on their own.
Overall, I think you're off to a good start with this piece! With some editing, it could be very strong. I know that poetry can be a very personal thing, so you are welcome to take or leave all of my suggestions. If you decide to revise, I would be happy to reread it. :)
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